About Me
I remember cutting alot! That was a hard habit to break. I actually adjusted my schedule my senior to make it more convenient for my habit HAHA. Yeah wasn't the smartest choice but... live, learn and love!Just worked in retail, worked to live/lived to work, partied, since I wasn't allowed to during high school (although I did on my own terms, bad girl!). I was in a long-term relationship for 4 years. I don't know if it was a mistake or not. There were lots of bad times but.. who knows WHO or WHERE I would be now if those unfortunate, although fortunate from an optimistic perspective, experiences didn't happen. Just gotta be content with every moment and I won't be regretful no matter what comes along, and see it where it takes me.I've been living out in the Frisco bay area for almost a year. I've travelled to interesting places thanks to my boyfriend. I started bartending. I want to go to school for 'off-beat' classes, like sculpting, drawing, painting, Pro Tools, music theory, creativing writing, etc. Not looking to get a degree or graduate, but to get the basic skills and formalities of what I want to do in life. I want to do all those things, so I'm pretty confused. Finding out what I TRULY and NATURALLY love to do, has to be one of the things I've stressed on the most, and the longest. I LOVE SF. I LOVE the culture shock. I LOVE the good food on every corner, the availability of clothing and accessories. I HATE the weather (it's unusually cold this time of year), I HATE that I can't go to the beach whenever I want, I hate how my skin reacts to the weather and the water. I HATE not being to just walk out of the house w a top, shorts and slippers and go. I miss my car, my dad, my brother, my best friends and my birds. But I'd still rather live here. Well that'll all be revisited when I go back in May (=It makes me feel fuzzy inside when I see classmates that seem happily married and with kids. And just seem happy period. That's great. Of course, that's how everyone looks online. You never see pictures of people when they're pissed off or crying. Only pictures of the good life. Anyway. I still can't believe that some people don't grow out of meaningless reasons for disliking others from 'high school' days. I am (and I'm sure others are too) so much more mature and smarter, more kind and more loving. I don't know why some people still give off the same vibe. I would be enthused to talk w people that would like to talk to me from those days. So, if you ever see me SAY HI cause I will happily say hi back.
Love for those who fear, Peace for those who seek.
Myspace! http://www.myspace.com/sunisasims